| THE PLEASURE OF KNOWING HER!!!!!! |
[Jan. 21st, 2005|02:28 am] |
Like every guy, my opinion , understanding and appreciation of women has passed through many evolutionary stages. I hated talking to girls when I was a kid , not because of any well found reason but because that was the way I was expected to behave.Then , in the vagaries of adolescence ,I tried my best to resist the hormones from making me speak to the female of the species.. but who can resist nature?. So, in what was another reaffirmation of nature's overwhelming superiorityover man I , PULUGURTHA SHIVCHARAN budged and started speaking to that forbidden breed!!... GIRLS!!!!
Speaking to girls and interacting with them has its own advantages and pitfalls. I mean , its always nice to have a girl with you isnt it?? They manage to make you feel important. Your peers look up to you(albeit for all the wrong reasons) and you have a different perspective on all issues. Well , coming to the pitfalls of knwing and moving around with women, hmm.. what do I say?? well , to put it simply .. a woman can destroy you!!! isnt that scary?? If one is not careful, his entire existence can be threatened by the allure of a woman!!! so its very important that one meets the right person. If I sound like a specialist on the topic , its because I have myself been victim of a woman's fickle desires!!! so , was it worth the pain?Did I gain anything by going through everything that I did? The answer surprisingly is a YES.
It wouldnt have been but for this absolutely wonderful girl I met almost exactly( thats an oxymoron) 4 years back. Privacy issues bar me from taking her name but must say if I had my say I would introduce that girl to everyone in the world. Everybody deserves to meet this womderful person.hmm .. even as I was writing that sentence i had second thoughts . may be i wouldnt introduce her to everybody in the world cos i will only be increasing the number of people in direct competition with me to win her over.( there are enough already)
This is one girl who makes me feel it was worth the toil, pain and effort!! she is just out of the world!!! but i am not going to bore my blog readers with personal stuff which only i can understand. i will spend this section sharing with u some of this girl's unique traits in a generic fashion.
OK, I will start by saying that she is without an iota of doubt the most beautiful girls i have ever known. she is the epitome of the south indian beauty and she embodies both modernity and tradition like no one else. Her mesmerising smile has enlivened many a dull moment in my life and boy, do i miss it or what? I still remember the days when each time i saw her , my heart would skip a beat( and i am not speaking figuratively). needless to say, i was and i am one of her many admirers.
while i can go on and on abt her magic spell over me, i realise i am writing an objective analysis of a woman's beauty.so, moving on to the most intriguing charceristic of the girl.... her sense of humour...
Now, I have never met a woman who is both sensuous and humourus ..leave alone meeting , i cant even think of a woman like that.. probably indian actress sridevi would come close but hey !! those are movies... i was perenially under this opinion that a woman can never be good at humour. But I was proved wrong by her. she is an amazing mix of humour and sensuality. she carries herself with such grace and dignity that even while cracking jokes she looks no less sensuous than when she is giving one of her killer smiles. i find it most inriguing that she doesnt even try to curb/conceal her laughter as most women do.. she laughs her heart out whnever she feels like and that only adds to her magnetic appeal.she is the only girl who has made me laugh. there is something very cute about her and for all my expertise with adjectives , i am left hopelessly ill equipped to describe her. at times , i almost feel she is flawless at the game of seduction. she seems to have complete cognizance of herself and this sometimes gets irritating. but then she gives hope by showing me that she is human after all!!!
on a recent occasion , i was chatting her and i happened to tell her that i was looking at the snap of another girl... she immediately offered to leave asking me to take my time with the snap and also apologising to me for having disturbed me. when my reaction was not very forthcoming , in what was one of the rare displays of vulnerability from her, she asked me if i was behaving in that fashion on purpose!!! it was one of the cutest and funniest moments i have had with her... when such things happen .. i realise that .. SENSUALITY AND HUMOUR CAN GO TOGETHER!!!
~CIAO |
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| THE YEAR THAT WAS....PART 1 |
[Jan. 11th, 2005|10:08 pm] |
2004..an unforgettable year!!!!It had everything.. academic success,stability in personal relations, pure unadulterated fun!! just about everything one would hope for!!! I mean .. Hey!! I made it to IIM CALCUTTA this year..I MADE IT TO AN IIM!!!!I know that these are the kind of things most people would dream about. People would kill to be in my position.I seem to have everything.Hmm.. now that I am writing a review of my story in 2004, I should be careful not to jump the gun.I'll present an objective event analysis first.
JANUARY4: I gave XAT on this day. So, what's so great?? We keep giving exams, whats so special about this one?? Well, the reason I mention this day is that I think this day set the tone for the rest of the year.I distinctly remember those moments, the belief I had, the motivation, I used to walk with a swagger!!! I said to myself " Chotu, nothing can go wrong!!". There is only one way to describe what I did to the XAT paper,I creamed it!!The confidence was there, I was,as they say in sports parlance " on top of my game".It was a clinical performance!! The paper though had a very weird GK section. Now I am no DEREK O brien in GK but even I could make out that the GK was a lil out of the ordinary. It left a lot of room for intelligent guessing and therefore could go either way.After I came out of the exam hall, I felt sense of immense satisfaction.
Satisfaction not just with my performance, but more importantly with my attitude.I knew, I was rocking!!!
JANUARY9: JMET2003 results declared!! I stand 12th in the country!!!!! Felt nice that day. I had this feeling , it was only the beginning.
January11: IIFT!! Different exam!!! same story.. Was I on a roll or what???
JAN12-FEB14:Its amazing how fast things change.U seem to be on an all conquering roll and there seems to be nothing that can stop u.. but life of course has other ideas.I remeber that day.. January 25th..MOCK CAT 21. it was a tough paper.. one of those TIME specials.I struggled my way through it .. I ended up getting 25th rank across the country but i knew something was amiss!! something in my armour was missing.. my quant scores had taken a dip.. i was not the same in quant anymore.. i knew that i was sliding and all i could do is watch.. suddenly .. i was a mere mortal again..my abilities had suddenly deserted me..I remember the night bfore CAT..it was the longest night of the year for me.. my mind was racing!! "will i make it.. will i do well.." i knew i was not as good as i was a mere 20 days ago.. unbelievable but true..i knew the slide was happening.. all i could do is the control the damage and hope things would work out..
FEB 15th: I managed to control the damage.. i managed to sneak through!!! When i recieved my CAT SCORECARD i thought to myself"good as this is.. its not a true reflection of my abilities.. i am much better" ,just as i had opined when i recieved my XAT scorecard.. little did i know then that a pattern for the year had been set into motion!!!!
FEB,MAR,APR:a lot happened these three months.. i made the iim calls.. what an exhilirating expereimce it was..i went throught the interview process with absolutely no qualms.. i was enjoying myself and i must say i came up with some wonderful performances.. The composure i showed in myt IIMA and IIMC interviews only furthered my belief that i have a good big day temperament.frankly, i am quite proud of that..well part from the iims and interviews .. these months were also the last months of college.. hmm.. the last months of college!!! i have no doubt in saying that my days in vasavi were the most enjoyable days of my life.. what an experience it was.. i learnt things.. the real thing was.. i learnt them the hard way!!! i guess i can never shake off some of the nightmarish memories of my engineering days.. but from all that pain a new person emerged!!! i know that i am much wiser, and a far more balanced person..but somehow i seem to know this only at a very superficial level..why is it that i still cant shake off what happened a good three years ago?? will i ever know?? more importantly.. will she ever know??
MAY7: As has become the norm nowadays in my life .. i got to know that i had made it to IIM CALCUTTA in the most dramtic of circumstances... it was a moment to savour..i had tears in my eyes cos my parents were happy..i will probably never forget that moment when i got the news!!!i screamed with joy and went running towards my brother and hugged him.. it was rare expression of happiness and love in a family which prefers to leave a lot of things unsaid!!
WILL GET BACK WITH MORE ON 2004 AND OTHER STORIES SOON!!!! |
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